Who we are?
Deep down, we want to close our eyes and ears to spend more time with ourselves. But we know we can't anymore. We can't go back to the days of the past when we learned how to live with ourselves. Now we don't even know who we are as a person.
We are everything, want to be everywhere, and are appreciated by everyone, but we have no idea who we are. Meaning that comes from others might make us feel as if we figured out who we are underneath. But the truth is farther away from reality.
When we look at ourselves, we find nothing but a meaningless body made of flesh and bone and nothing else. Yes, we learned to talk and write to communicate with others, but that doesn't give us an answer to who we are.
People get lost within themselves and spend years down on the empty road just to learn the purpose of Life. Within ourselves contains a dark void of nothing; people become unhinged, depressed, and find loneliness when they venture into the world within themselves.
As if we had a bottomless dark pit within our minds that we never discovered. Encountering it for the first time leaves us speechless. Voluntarily dividing into the pit makes us realize how we are nothing in the grand scope of the world.
Our eyes suddenly lose their shining appeal as they slowly turn into the darkness of the pit. The days will be horrible, and thoughts of death will hover over your head and mind. Your consciousness will make you believe in horrible thoughts.
Some people get a hand to help them climb back up to the world on the surface. But the majority of them will get stuck in the pit. How can anyone want to live in a place of such darkness without fear? People have, some people do, they walk on the razor blade every single day to live.
The more time you spend in the pit, the more you will see with your eyes. Suddenly, an empty puddle on a rainy road is now as interesting as the waters of the dead sea. How is that possible? The joy of seeing a single ant on the floor will be as fascinating as seeing a Bengal tiger in the jungle.
How we are the same person, breath in the same air, are made of flesh and bones and have Life. But people always treat each other differently. You will finally be able to see the world your own way, and your experience will create different meanings in every picture you see of reality.
Reality is harsh, but our perspective of it is beautiful.
